"I"

I am just a beginner. I try to learn new things in my life everyday, trying to adapt myself to the different environment, trying to improve my English or other languages, knowledge or better understanding of bible.

I have a plan in my life, but I shy and don't have the courage to act.

I want to gain more attraction from my lover and family but failed.

I have a lot of words to say when I meet my companion every time but I felt my topic is boring. So, I decide to be a good listener instead a story-teller.

I love traveling but I don't have sufficient funds.

I try to be a good daughter at home but I failed as I always lost my patience.

I want to graduate as a degree student that every one proud of. Due to that, I very stressed and I get myself compared with the best. Thus, I always can't do well in my exams then I failed.

I want to have a good marriage like other people do. That's what I wish always since I was young.

I afraid to be alone.

I Don't Know About Tomorrow

I don't know about tomorrow
I just live from day to day,
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For the sky may turn to grey.
I don't worry about my future,
For I know what Jesus says,
And today He walks beside me,
For He knows what is ahead.

Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand.
But i know who holds tomorrow,
And i know who holds my hand.

Every step is getting brighter
As the golden stairs I climb.
Every burden's getting lighter,
Every cloud is silver lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eye.
At the ending of the rainbow,
Where the mountain touch the sky.

A New Year!!

A New Year!!

No updating my blog for few “century” I think. This few days remind me back that I can waste some time on sharing my life or some meaningful, inspirational or maybe some incidents that I have met in my life or I can choose another way to say I can express my feelings through blogging maybe.

Time flies, now reaching the year of 2009, for the past few months, I have been experience a lot miserable moments which I thought last year will knocked me down “deadly”. Failing to the sad and depression well, course of my adherence, I remain staying in my stubbornness and miserable times for a long moment.

Now, what make me feel so thankful are the friends that around me, those who never give up on me and give me a lot of encouragement and of course my lovely Lord who always leads me along my way.

What makes me awake nowadays are the lessons learn from those moments. I recently learn and study the life and peoples around me, and of course on the other way is to upgrading myself not only mentally improvement but also “soul” improvement. I believe what I did to myself starting from this moment, as long as I don’t give up myself like my dearest friends did to me, I want give myself more confidence, running out those stubbornness and not wasting my time on the “idle fancy” which is meaningless and not going to help me reach the success on the future.

I recently enjoy the New Year quotes which states in the pravstalk:-

A new year is like:

A new Sunrise… of Hope, of Prosperity, of Happiness
A new Beginning… of Thoughts, of Words, or Actions
A new Day… of Energy, of Strength, of Ideas
A bunch of whole new things… of Prayers, of Friends, and of Love.

难忘的家

“妈， 您再做什么？”

“我在放多一点泥土到花盆里去，等下要把那些不要的花花草草拿去丢掉。”

看见妈一下从屋后挖的泥土，搬到屋前摆放的花盆，然后为那些花盆里的花， 添了些泥土，为的是使盆里的花立得更稳，变得更有气息。

悠闲的我总是跟在妈后头，不帮忙，总在那望东望西，像无知的小孩，不知为何，走到每一个屋子的角落里，总让我又一丝丝的回忆。

走到屋后的沟渠，看见那是我童年时曾经跌倒的地方，看见屋后的走廊，那时我小时与邻家孩子嬉戏的地方，看见我屋后的神梯，他曾经从一个狭小的石梯如今变成一个广阔，雄伟的梯子。

这些的经历、变化，对我来说，只不过是回忆，岁月流逝，如今站在这里的我，已经是成年人了，对这些美好的回忆，只能储存在记忆里。俗语说“岁月不留人”，

在这一间屋子里，它留下了我许多的回忆， 它是我成长的地方，它更是我依靠的家。这间屋子是个让我刚到骄傲的家，它不喧哗，它的方便，真是减少了我家人不少的负担。

我与它走过了二十几年，陪伴我的是它，与我经历喜怒哀乐的也是它。你说我怎能舍得离开它？

My 2nd time KK trip in the year of 2007

This time i am going to sabah, kk with my friends... busy for few weeks continuously..now hav a time to relax myself... Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ but it's just for few days.. but i think it's enough for me.. hehe.. guys, hope u enjoy urself!!

KK~~~ here i come again!! YuHoooO~~~